Thank you Beth Moore!

  We are doing a Beth Moore study, in our women’s small group at church, titled Here and Now There and Then. Its her series on Revelations. Last nights session hit the nail on the head for me on a few good points.
  Beth was discussing Revelations 2:4, the letter to the church of Ephesus, and first she explained it the way in was written and intended to be read, as a condemnation against the church by Christ, our Lord. V.4 states

“Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love.”

Just before this Jesus had said to them,

“I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance.

I know that you cannot stand the wicked men, and that you

have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not,

and have found them false. You have persevered

and have endured hardships for my name,

and have not grown weary.”

  The church of Ephesus has pleased God in many ways. Christ says so much, that he has seen their works, their good deeds, their dedication to keeping the title Apostle honest and pure by not allowing false apostles to have the honor of such a position. They dedicated their time and energy to keeping people honest about who they were. However Christ still has a fault for them to recognize and work out. He charges them with “forgetting your first love.”
  The church was so wrapped up in making sure false apostles did not have ground to hold and to keep that title as pure and honest as it was meant to be that they had forgotten what it is that God wants them to do. God wants us to follow him in everyway. He wants us to listen carefully to his direction and to show others the love he has and continues to show us. Our Lord God wants us to pray, meditate, lift our burdens up to him and let him deal with it. And all to often, just like with the church of Ephesus, we as Christians’ get to wrapped up in policing the faith and church, judging others not knowing what God wants for them and has directed them to do, not lifting those who are going against the word of God up to him and letting Him take care of it. We forget to do just as God has instructed us to do when we first became saved.

Colossians 2:6-7 “So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord,

 continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him,

strengthened in the faith as you were taught,

 and overflowing with thankfulness.”

  During the anylization of this particular verse, Beth Moore, makes note of the Greek word aphiemi. This means to send forth, send away, let go from oneself. It is here that, while compared to this particular verse, aphiemi means to be completely negative. It illustrates how the church of Ephesus has let their faith slip away. They have lost focus on what they are suppose to be doing by being to wrapped up in what they are doing.
  I feel this happen to often for my liking. In a recent post I had noted that strange feeling that most of us get. That funk or mood we get into that just leaves us feeling disconnected. This is what it is. Thank you Beth Moore. She explains it perfectly here, through her illustration of the letter to the church comparable to the word aphiemi.

  Although we are doing good, it does not mean we are doing right. We must always give to God our worries, He will take care of us. We must always give thanks and stay rooted in the love of Jesus Christ the way we were when we first believed. And we must never get so focused on one or two things that we are unmoldable and loose sight of where God wants I to be and what He wants us to do.

So what do we do now?
  Beth shows us a little bit more in the meaning and content of, what might just be my favorite new word, aphiemi. She relates it back to its use in the book of Matthew. There the word is used in a positively direction sense. It is used to show how to forgive. To send forth, send away, let go from oneself. And there is the direction on forgiveness. But we must be careful.
  We do not just send it away with no destination. The direction is to send it way to God, to forgive and let it go to God, to send it forth to God, that we may be healed from it. How powerful is that? That we not just forgive and let it go with out a destination, that it may boomer rang back to us. Or that we cast it out with a little string attached so it really is never fully forgiven. But that we give it to God being forever freed from its poison and ability to come smack us right back in the face.
  Without our forgiveness having its final destination be Gods hands it will never be healed. It will be like that never ending nightmare that comes back to haunt us every night until we cant take it anymore.

  So we take that wonderful aphiemi, our disconnection with God, and we use aphiemi, to get right with our Lord. We do this, with that verse from Colossians 2, by getting back to doing what we did when we first believed.
 
  For homework one of the questions had which commendation and warnings Jesus made to the seven churches reflected in us. I would have to say for me the commendation was the one given to the church of Smyrna.

V.9 “I know your afflictions and your poverty-yet you are rich!I am in the mist of so many people who claim to believe in God and to be Christians, but they martyr me for my faith. I seek comfort in v.10

Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer.

I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you,

and you will suffer persecution fro ten days.

Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you

the crown of life.”

And I look forward to the crown of life my Lord!

  The warning that speaks directly to my heart and hurts me so is the same as the warning given to the church of Ephesus.

V.5 “Remember the height from which you have fallen!
  I have fallen. Many times. And every time it feels like a hundred times more to get back to where I was before just to start growing again. I am willing to do that to be forgiven of my trespasses, so that I will not be forever removed from His grace.
  I have, most recently, been so focused on doing the right thing, on getting my house right with the Lord, some which is out of my control, that I had forgotten to do the right thing.
  God is speaking to me today. He is telling me he sees my good works. He sees my struggles and he sees my desire to please Him. He is also showing me what I need to do to get right with Him so I am not forever lost. I need to wake up, repent and give it to Him. All of it, so that I may be forgiven truly.

Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent,

 I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place.”

I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not,

but are synagogue of Satan.”